Un Wanted Use Of Strap On

so my gf has been preasuring me to let her use a strap on on me. so one night i gave in and said ok, i was really nervous but went along with it. i got on all four for her and she oilded me up. when she inserted the ***** in me it was the worse pain ever. she kept going harder and faster... i told her stop i am not enoying this and it hurts and she told me to stop crying and take it like a man. i tried to squirm away but i am just a small guy and my gf is bigger and slighlty stronger than me. she kinda pinned me there and continued. it was hurting bad so i started to tear up some. she said if it was that bad my lttle penis wouldnt be getting hard. i could not control it. when she finally stopped which felt like hours she patted my butt and said that was fun. i ran to the bathroom in termoendous pain. this was a horrible expeirence and she want to do it again. my gf has like complete contol over me and always throws in my face that i have a small penis and i should be fortunate to be with her and no body else would go for a guy like me. for lack of a better word i am my gf *****. i had have such bad expiences with women in the past i belive my gf is right. i had women leave and cheat on me with guys with bigger *****. say there not trying to be mean i just dont feel anything and some just out right laugh at me and say i cant sleep with you are you serious. i just need some advise 
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2 Responses May 23, 2011

my name is Bahar i want humiliate my boyfriend and dominated him can you suggest me ? wildwind1305@hotmail.com

This is rape. Are you okay? You should leave her and get some counselling or something. You poor thing.