I Want To Move Out

I've been living with my friend's family for awhile, my mother has been on welfare and I'm sick of sitting around the house either not having a job and getting yelled at for it, or having a job and losing half the money.
It's not like a don't like living with my friend, but I want to move in with my boyfriend and he lives in another town. I stress really easily, so thinking of leaving my job and friends scares the hell outta me. It's not hard for me to be open, but the thought 'what if I can't get a job? What if it doesn't work?' crosses my mind.

I'm not sure how to deal with this, and I can't sleep at night worrying about it. It's a smaller town and I'm not used to the idea how being so far away. I have my G1 (beginners so I cant drive by myself) so it would be hard to visit friends and family, but I know I want to be with him for as long as I can. I love him, and I feel we will work, but I don't want him to worry about me. I don't know how to put up with this
StephiiB StephiiB
Jan 7, 2013