What Happened to Me?

I am not the same person I was before I had kids. I never used to care what anyone thought about me I was who I was and didn't feel the need to make everyone else happy like I do now. Fear of people judging me or my kids consumes me, and I end up not knowing what I should do. I ask everyone else what they think I should do, constantly asking for approval from my husband, parents, friends, sometimes even my kids. I am sick of it! I want to be me again not this whiny indecisive twit I have turned into !!!!

krispychick krispychick
22-25, F
Apr 16, 2008