Nothing Marvelous

Some days are worse than others. I simply don't feel like getting out of bed some days until I absolutely have to. I spend hours sleeping just because I feel like there's no reason to wake up, until I actually have to wake up. I know it's unhealthy of me...but that's something depression does to you...In my dreams I feel so happy, and I feel so sad in my waking life. Sometimes I wake up feeling refreshed like the day can bring me wonderful things, but this is a rare case. I don't even know what the day will bring but my default judgement is that nothing marvelous will happen. Hell, if sleeping prevents me from feeling terribly sad, then I don't see anything wrong with that.
LylaRocks LylaRocks
26-30, F
1 Response May 7, 2012

this is exactly how I feel some days. depressing, how do we get out of this slump