RelapsedI use to smoke a lot of meth and pop pain pills and xanax like candy, but the past three months I have been almost completely clean aside from weed or some shrooms/LSD. Now I've discovered Ketamine and I've been in a haze ever since.
How does one go about living life sober? I am only a teenager yet I wanna blow my ******* brains out if I'm sober and with this ketamine absolutely nothing bothers me. I don't care about ****. It makes me a little paranoid, but not as much as meth
I just wanna feel happy without spending my entire paycheck :(