But Not With Drugs

I have  always been a little too sexual, and two years ago I started goin way too deep.I could not stop goin out and finding that pleasure,I would let abolutely nothing stand in my way of getting it.If I could not go,I would freak out and walk circles in my living room until I was too tired to move.Eventually I kinda got forced into stopping,but every night I have to keep myself busy or else I go insane.
blackcat blackcat
22-25, F
2 Responses Jul 8, 2007

I know the obsession. Looking at butts, reading dirty magazines, watching ****, always on tthe make, etc. It may be a tougher addiction than the rest. I wish i could of stayed married but I was always screwing around.

Wow I wish I could feel half that sexual I think I just dont feel to good about myself. I like to drink and then get some but it seems like thats the only time I want it.Its been so long since I had sober sex.