I am GOD DAMNED BEAUTIFUL JUST THE WAY I AM

YOU KNOW WHAT

NO, NO NO NO NO NO NO NO 

BY whose standards am I over-weight...I mean how arbitrary can you be...how silly of me....ugh its like I just woke up

**** what the world of 'they-decide-what-weight-is-right"

I am a human being no matter what shape or mass form I take...and as a human being I am beautiful

I'm 6 foot 1 (BUT 8FOOT TALL) AM OVER 300 POUNDS BUT GODDESS OF ALL THATS DELICIOUS I'M A WHOLE LOTTA beautiful MAN inside outside upside all sides!!!

Yes I go to the gym - and yes for a while I didn't - but lord of apple pies whats that got to do with the price of atoms

And to think they had me thinking I was struggling with my weight - bwah ha ha ha ha ha ha OH it was never a struggle - in fact I reject the very concept of struggle...since the days of my youth where I used to slay dragons on the sports field to the days where this dragon sat quiet for a time expanding thought and wasteline I have always been beautiful on the inside and outside or whether I sat on that side of the couch or the other side...

Yeah purveyors of all that is unholy negativity of self image I banish thee - my light is turned on, has always been turned on and is inextinguishable...I burn baby burn ...

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TO THINK I STARTED THIS POST WITH THE STORY UNDERNEATH...PFFFT I SAY...PFFFFT TO MYSELF - I'M BETTER N THAT AND I KNOW BETTER NOW
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Beyond the weight I am living day By day to become the me imagined
Transformed by the struggle I love to empower the me inspired to emerge
Because of the journey I learn to evolve and allow the I in the me of my potential to shine in each moment of my NOW! (AND YES DAMN IT ALL I STILL DO BUT WITH NEW EYES AND TOTAL ACCEPTANCE)

For I am the choices I make...and I choose...



The David is supposed to represent the perfect in MAN

pffft I say - Nietzsche said "it is amazing how little perfection has to do with beauty"

**** David and his perfection I am beautiful exactly just the way I am...and while David can't ever change...the beautiful thing about me is that I embrace change daily...and I face it like the GOLDEN POLYNESIAN BROWN RAINBOW WARRIOR DRAGON I AM

I HAVE NEVER struggled in life - yes sometimes I may have had to put in some extra hours and elbow grease - but WTF thats what you do in life - you man the **** up and get serious about your happiness - YES ITS AN ATTITUDE ALL THE WAY BABY...I live it, love it and laugh it all the way to my utter soulgasmic joy

Let us we Dragons of Humanity Raise our Hoary Rage to Life and Laugh out loud...'I AM THAT I AM!!!"

...SAY....do you hear that?  Thats the sound of the universe laughing WITH me!!!
8FOOTDREAD 8FOOTDREAD
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7 Responses Aug 3, 2010

PaleAngel<br />
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I am forever your GOLDEN POLYNESIAN BROWN RAINBOW WARRIOR DRAGON<br />
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We have a proverb in MY native lands which says<br />
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Pursue Your Dreams but should You ever have to bow to anything let it only be to the loftiest of Mountains...<br />
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PaleAngel You Bow To No One...And I am No Lofty Mountain - just a beautiful human being shining even brighter because I have your kind heart to consider as my friend...<br />
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The Universe Laughs with us Both<br />
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8FD

You are - without question - amazing!!!<br />
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You've just made me frown, giggle, sigh, contemplate empathy and laugh my cuddly *** off all in one post!!<br />
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I bow to you 8footdread.<br />
x

Ha ha ha you know the thing is I actually love love love eating vege's and great healthy foods...<br />
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willpower, commitment, discipline, and thats just for composing my playlist on my MP3 pla<x>yer to go walking which I also love...<br />
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blessings to you destiny24 and hollybear61...you are inspriational

blessings to you all my friends...<br />
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just committed to riding a bike in a team of 4 to ride a 40km leg as part of our 160km ride around our largest lake here in New Zealand...Oh My Lanta...<br />
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but ya gotta have them goals huh...slowly slowly though as we follow a 15 week training programme specifically designed for beginners like myself and one to strengthen our bodies to ride 40km at our own pace in our own time...the health benefits alone of this journey will be special...<br />
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who knows - first 40km next I'll ride around the world on a bike...<br />
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watch my disappearing space ha ha ha

Bravo .. good for you .. Your are the captain of your own destiny .. keep it up .. you can do darling !!=-D

that`s right master of your own domain! YAY for the this post two paws up my furless friend!

Very inspirational, love.<br />
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Are you following any specific diet or training program? I used to try to get to the community center and work out, but nowadays (kids on summer vaca) I settle for the trusty treadmill in the morning. I figure it has to be better than nothing at all. Eh?<br />
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Keep up the good work! = )