I used to struggle with life for obvious reasons. Now that I have reached some goals, make decent money, have a good family, own nice things, and a member of a solid bible believing church; you would think I would be happy. Sometimes this is not so. I struggle with aspects of life still, just as when I was younger. I try to figure out why, I have no complete answers. I find the depression of old seeps in from time to time. When I became a believer, God seemed to take my severe depression away for many years. That old devil must have found a back door. I suppose I will always have a tendency towards depression. I think I must just find a way to handle my lot in life, with God it is possible I know. The struggles will continue i'm sure, such is the hand i'm dealt.