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I Have One Life And God Made Me Ugly

There's something worst than being fat
It's being ugly
Like f-f-f-f***ing ugly
People hate you
People judge you

Every birthday, i prayed
I begged, i cried
I go on all fours
I told God
I just wanted to be pretty

Days passed, years went
But I am stuck in this ugly body
I want to free my soul
I hate living in this ugly cage
that God gave me

I stared at other girls
Gorgeous hair flipping, thin, slender bodies
Perfectly-sculpted face
And thought
Just maybe, maybe...
God doesn't love me as much
fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 18-21, F 118 Responses Mar 11, 2011

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I'm 51, never had a date, always judged a geek or nerd just because I wear glasses....women putting me down day after day and still they do it today. They see me as weak because I'm not a huge mound of muscle, even though I'm athletic and study martial arts and in rather great shape for a 51 year old.I'm not flabby or sagging, not weak and still I'm judged as being weak and unable to defend myself or others....WHY? because I wear glasses.......I'm also deemed ugly for the same reason....glasses......they say "there's some one for everyone...." Well you can't prove that by me.......If that is God's love for me,I sure don't wanting him hating me. How can a loving God allow anyone to remain single their whole life, to be ridiculed the way I am JUST because I wear glasses? Go figure.

I have body issues too. Though I know Im cute. I cant do anything about a small penis. Its almost 6 AND Kinda skinny. It sucks being the little one in the locker room. Wonder why Im always gettin laid. Just sucks that everyone knows its short and skinny. My ex told everyone its like a pencil. Im saving for enlargement surgery.

Start the mirror therapy.. Those girls who do not face mirrors always will run low esteem

girls should be judged by men. they are always in generosity towards themselves.

I hate the word 'ugly'. There is something attractive about everyone.

Hey you should never feel like this way. Everybody was made in god's image. You should never judge someone based on appearances, what really counts is inner beauty, what sort of person you are. That's what's going to keep a lasting relationship, not skin deep beauty. You be true to yourself and try and be a better person everyday and that will show through.

I know. Bt is it wrong to wish that I am pretty?

No it's not wrong, but everybody is pretty in their own way. But your inner beauty will always come through once your outer beauty wears thin.

Wow - this is one hell of a statement - so sad that you feel like this - I hope you learn how to accept yourself for what you are. People who judge purely on appearances alone are themselves ugly. Every living person has the right to be on this planet regardless of how society says they should look. There are always going to be beautiful people but these are in the minority. Accept yourself and allow others to accept you for you. You will have qualities that others will need - just allow them to get in.

lol minority? i can just go shopping in the mall and see hundreds of gorgeous girls and just think, why am i not one of them. it's a crippling feeling.

Suppose I am in Scotland. If you think your bad you need to visit here

ok i will...lol.

I know what you are feeling!

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add me up please....

I know this post is old, and I hope things have improved for you. I just wanted to say that you wrote my feelings about myself more beautifully than I ever could.

I would love to see a pic of you and tell you what I think ...if you would like my honest opinion...?

no its ok

Lol... you can't be that ugly then

Yeah. God hates me to. To late I learned, he who loves his lady, for she is fair, and pleasing to the eye. So loves himself, not her. Learn this early. Chances are your not so ugly as you think you are. Someday someone will find you beautiful. Until then, tell em all to go **** themselves. Their loss.

Nothing wrong with your body, enjoy the pleasures you can share with others;

people say it's what is inside that matters & that is true; however, being pretty attracts others more easily, so being ugly does not help, with initial attraction. But there are ways around that. A sweet smile, a happy laugh, sparkle in the eyes, a surprise touch... I once knew a lady who was fairly "plain." She, though, had sparkling eyes and once looked at, required a double-take and then seeing her smile, hearing her voice made up for all the rest. She was flat-chested, not someone most men would look at, but when I looked at her, everyone else in the room disappeared. You could have paraded the most beautiful women in front of me, naked, and I would have said, excuse me as I made my way to be near her. She captured my heart with her eyes and laugh and her thoughts. Once lost within her eyes and holding her withing my arms, nothing else matters. So, don't give up. Someone will see you and who you are and respond with loving you and be lost within your heart. Being thankful to have found you.

Hi fuglygirlonthebench
God is an unwelcome guest at the feast of life imho. Tuck in and enjoy life.
Best wishes
:)

Are you really big and ugly?

look at my picture and judge for yourself.

whatever. just disappear.

Hey you, its not the outer appearance that matters anyway, that's only skin deep..its what's in the heart that matters, personality, and how someone treats others. A lot of women who look good on the outer appearance have A wicked ugly heart and mind, in my opinion that makes them ugly on the outside too, no matter how attractive they may look.

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, cutie. <3

All struggle with body image. How bad could it be?

I am getting better.

oh how bad could it be? u think it's stupid but when u're in it u can go depressed over it.

Lovely poem and I know lots of people feel or have felt the same way.

Just remember that everyone gets old, and soon those girls will be ugly too. Who you are comes from the heart. I myself am ugly and I can't wait till i see all the people that got better genes then me shrivel up, and look like ****, so I can laugh at them and show them no remorse. Looks don't count.

message me

welcome to my world, and thats the one reason I don't have a real profile pic...coz if I didn't I wouldn't have friends, I don't have any in real life but hey this is cyberlife so I can get away with different profile pic.

you r beautiful in heart..

Lots of guys, like me, like fat girls

i am not fat.just ugly.

Everyone has something truly beautiful about them. Until you see beauty in yourself no one else will see it. Love yourself. See your beauty. Its there. I promise.

You are loved

God does love you too!!!

Love a woman that embraces being different

You are likely a far lovelier young woman than you realize. You just need to give yourself half a chance and quit comparing yourself to those around you.

every person is beautiful in his/her own way,I don't even care about external beauty

Every woman is pretty in their own way.
So dont worry