Body Image Extremes

When you think about it, everyone must have something they don't like or something they would change about their body. Mine's a little more extreme than most. I'm a trans man, which to those who aren't familiar with transgender lingo (which included myself up until a few years ago), means that I was born female and am either in the process of or have completed the process of a sex change. For me I am yet to undergo operations but have been taking testosterone for a number of months. The changes have been less than I thought up to now; my muscle mass has changed a little, my voice significantly deeper and a bit of hair growth.

It's not been about hating my body as I'm quite fortunate with a washboard stomach that has great definition and well defined arms. It's just the equipment doesn't match the required purpose. I could go on forever but what it boils down to is that I feel like a man and have done for as long as I can remember. I can appreciate this is very hard for some to understand but I can assure you it is a very real issue.

I have never been attracted to men and still not, however for some reason since taking the testosterone, I strangely have a rape fantsay that I want to fulfill with a man being the offender. And still no doubts about the process I'm going through.........Craaaazzy!
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May 21, 2012