Ugly.They first insult hurled at me in a fight when I was younger was 'Your ugly, Your fat.' I was the chubbiest of my generation, Or at least I always felt like the chubbiest. I also felt like the ugliest. My girl cousins are so much prettier... I sincerely feel like I got the short end of the stick.
Depressing childhood... Lots of weight gain. Weight loss. Stretch marks... Scars from cutting. My body is a battlefield. Chubby face... I always felt like I wasn't proportioned correctly.
I want to love myself. I do, but it's nearly impossible with my standards...
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