Nobody hate on me please, but honestly I feel fat. I have huge hips bones that make me curvy, I don't want to be curvy. I want to be thin, where if I'm in a relationship, a guy can pick me up with no problem. I feel like I weigh everyone down because when I go out to eat I always get a salad and when I don't, the amount of guilt I have is excruciating. I don't make myself throw it up or anything, I don't cut myself, but I just hate my body. I wear glasses too, getting contacts in a week. I hate my face too, if that makes sense. Just my whole body I hate. My hair is frizzy and wavy, I hate it. Almost everyone I know says they want my hair and body, but if they had it I think they would be in the position I am.