Still On Going

I've always had this issue for a long time. But I'll have to say it's not as bad as it use to be. Back when I was in school I weighed in the 200's. And now I'm in the 180 or 190 catagory. It took me to start full time work to work all that weight off. My weight is what I struggle with the most. It's really easy to put all of that on but extremley hard to take it off. I know that's what kept me from talking to guys cause some of them would tell me that I'm not their type cause I'm too fat. I'm lucky today to say that I finally found someone that excepts me for me. But that still doesn't keep me from struggling with my body. I feel like I can't really be sexy for him so I don't flaunt it as much. But since I've lost all that weight and now I'm married it's not near as bad as it use to be. I'm one of these girls that goes out in public and doesn't wear revealing clothing and shows their fat and jellyrolls I have enough repsect for myself not to do that. But I'll wear tank tops around the house to sleep in cause I know my husband is use to it so I don't care.
tngurl25 tngurl25
26-30, F
Dec 14, 2012