Struggling.

My boyfriend is away on tour and has been gone for 7 months. I still refuse to take any part of my undergarments off in front of a screen for him. I don't know why I have such a hard time explaining it to him why I won't do it.
I literally can not get myself to do it. And it is putting a strain on our relationship. I wouldn't care if he were here in person but he's not. I don't know why this makes me so uncomfortable and I feel bad for him because he keeps telling me how I'm making things hard on him being so far away.
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Jan 8, 2013