An Ongoing Struggle
It's just one of those things that I find extremely hard to do and it's something that I've given some serious thought into. I wonder if it's just me being shy, or feeling humiliated, or just embarrassed, or just can't be bothered with troubling people with my problems. Could it be a combination of everything? I really don't know but I'd like to get over it some day and be able to tell others what's bothering me when they see that I'm not my usual self.