Can't Help It
Back in high school, I was perfectly fine with opening up to people, especially my friends. Sometimes I was even too open with people too soon. I soon learned my lesson and then went to the other end of the spectrum-I had difficulty opening up to anyone, including friends. The problem only got worse when I started college. I was in a new environment with new people, and I had no clue who to trust.
The minute I felt like I had someone I could trust, they would betray me. Then I found a girl was a very good friend to me, then she decided to transfer second semester. Ever since then I have found new friends, but I still struggle with opening up to them because, again, I am afraid they will betray me or they will dislike me for what I say. I know I need to change, but I don't know how.