Hating Myself

( this is going to be me talking to myself)
You've gotta shut up! You've just gotta shut up. You'll always be wrong, and you'll never do anything right. Don't you understand nobody likes you! Why can't you be like that girl, over there? She is so smart,athletic,nice,people like her, and she seems to have a lot going for herself, the complete opposite of you! Why can't you be more like that you worthless piece of junk!?!? You are so hard to work with, you shouldn't even try. I mean really, somebody should just shoot you already. Nobody will care, you have no life and nothing to live for, so why not? Look at you! So pathetic and weak! STUPID. YOU ARE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO STUPID!
Don't even think FOR A MINUTE that your life will get any better. It won't. Life is only good when your nice, and intelligent, and pretty. Nothing like you.
DewDropsontheGrass DewDropsontheGrass
13-15, F
1 Response Jan 11, 2013

I like the screen name you chose for yourself: DewDropsontheGrass...very pretty. I imagine someone who'd pick such lovely imagery would also be very sensitive to her surroundings and very aware of the beauty around her. Thanks for your post. I hear myself saying similar things to myself. I'm hoping you know none of it is true, though, right?