I hate myself so much. I know it has a lot to do with my past but it doesn't change the way I feel. I genuinely think that everything that happened to me is my fault. I used to self harm as an outlet but I realized it wasn't helping. My parents won't get me counseling for everything. I hate looking at myself in the mirror. All I can see are flashbacks of him on top of me. I just want to erase to my memory. I can't stand myself.
Clouds8 Clouds8
18-21, F
1 Response Aug 20, 2014

Being molested is never your fault... That's why you are the victim