Fred

The thing about guys like me is that no one wants to be like guys like me. You see, I don’t think I’ve ever done anything according to plan or what should be done. It’s like my mind is a virus, except, you can’t catch it. Guys like me just have it. You don’t know what you’ve done until you look back after all of the aftermath. Once someone told me not to look at everything ‘in hind sight’, because that just causes regret and nothing more. I’m inclined to agree with that statement, however without regret how would anyone strive to be a better person? Surely no one can fully love their selves for who they are? – What about who they could be? I find that loathing myself is good, in a way. Because it makes me aware of the actual person I am, what I have become and what I was. All I’m saying is, if you haven’t already blown your brains out like Kurt did, and/or are constantly high (or low) on drugs, it makes you strive to be a better person.                                     fred s-j
fredpepper fredpepper
18-21
May 19, 2012