Suicidal thoughts have been plaguing me since I was about 11 years old I'm now 46. There have been numerous attempts and hospital stays I have been on meds but they just take all the feeing away the good and bad. I have been off meds now for awhile pretending that all is good. Cognitive therapy is not helpful i see it as trying to convince a square that it's really a circle or turning night into day just by thinking it so. Now I'm just starting to ramble so I'll just leave it at that
CaptPetemoss CaptPetemoss
46-50, M
1 Response Aug 20, 2014

Did something bad happen to you growing up?

No not really I was extremely shy (still am) and got teased and picked on quite a bit for being poor and living in a fairly wealthy town

The most important person to you - is you.
Have you given volunteering a go yet. This way you can meet people that are so happy to have you around. (Dog shelter..... or similar)
Their is a Big Brother/Little Brother program in most cities. Then you can help out a young child who has problems.
Quote for you:
Tao Te Ching

Knowing others is intelligence;
Knowing yourself is true wisdom.
Mastering others is strength;
Mastering yourself is true power.