I grew up in a Catholic Christian home and even though we didn't attend church regularly, we still went on obligation days. I believed in God and wanted to go to heaven. But, when my best friend and her little sister were killed in a car accident my whole perception changed. What kind of a God would allow 2 young girls both full of life and happiness to be killed just minutes after last talking to their family. They didn't even get to say goodbye. To make everything even worse, their family was the first on the scene. So they saw everything first and had to stand by while their 2 daughters died. what kind of a "loving" God would allow that to happen. This isn't even to mention the fact that babies and toddlers are being abused and murdered. Even members of the Pope's family were killed! I saw a quote that was written on a cell wall during the Holocaust. It read "If there is a God, He will have to beg for my forgiveness" this was written by person killed in the holocaust. what kind of superior power would allow it to happen. Although I truly wish that one day I will be able to see my best friend again...I just can't accept the fact that all of these tragedies were allowed by someone who "loves everyone" I know that my friend is out there. I see signs all the time. I just don't know if I believe that she's in "Heaven".
MacKenzie2943 MacKenzie2943
18-21, F
Aug 19, 2014