Always W/ Me

its been several weeks again since i havent puked. the urge is there, but i keep myself busy. after i eat, i do anything from housework to just going out of the house, so as not to give in. i have fought bulimia 4 over 22 yrs 38 years old. will i suceed this time ?! i dont know, but i wont give- up, i cant. i have my children n my grandchildren they need me. i wont let bulimia win, i have to beat it., 4 them.

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Feb 21, 2010