Once more I woke up with agony, know that I'm in extreme pain so don't want to move.
There's a tic tac in my head going fast, guess is just my heart beat trough my veins.
No looking on the sides coz my eyes burn, no turning neck coz my shoulders will pull back, no way I want to breath deeply coz I'll feel my lungs intensifying the pain on my back.
The world keeps moving and I should to, it reminds me of how painful it is to wake up everyday feeling trapped in my own body.
The only thing I can let go is my tears because I realize every single day that is just Me and I in conflict all day long.

:( chronic migraine
lizzyWaterbearer lizzyWaterbearer
22-25, F
2 Responses Nov 23, 2014

tart cherry juice girl. <3 prayers I know the pain.

Oh dear woman I was a chronic migraine sufferer for about 40 years of my life. It is awful. Apart from the horrible pain, it robs you of some of your life and energy. I would like to try and help. First can I ask, have you tried to identify the cause or cause? Any ideas yet? Let me know, maybe I can help. It should be possible to either get rid of them completely or to reduce the frequency and intensity so that there easily managed. Feel free to add me to your circle if you wish to go private. I am here to help.

Hey Lizzie you never did ask for help. Are you better?