Will someone please tell me this gets better? I really have days where I don't wanna wake up because I have no hope that this is going to get better. Then I have those days where I feel like I can conquer the world. I have Panic and Anxiety Disorder associated with DPD. I don't like to have a panic attack because it scares me. I feel detached from my body and I feel like I'm going to end up in a mental hospital. Its so depressing living with this. Each day is so hard. I try my best to make it through everyday for my baby girl and my fiancee. I just don't know how I can make this better. I want my old life back. It seems like I'm just not realizing well like I'm not able to tell reality anymore. I don't want to not recognize my daughter or fiancee. I want to be able to tell what's real again. I'm trying therapy. That helps a little but yesterday my appointment was cancelled without them notifying me over the phone. I'm just so scared for myself. This is just taking over my life. I can't do things the way I used too. I can't go to the store without my anxiety going up. I just want my old life back. Will somebody please give me hope again and let me know that this does get better. I'm just having a hard time coping with this.