I Need Help, But Don't Know What Kind.

I feel like everything is against me. Like, no matter how much effort I put forth to achieving a goal the world refuse to let me reach. Every time things seem to brighten every thing collapses underneath me. I push people away because I don't want to burden them. I don't want to take medications because they are poison, and cause chemical imbalances in the brain to get you addicted, to them. That isn't help. I honestly don't know what to do. I can't eat I can't sleep. One person can only deal with so much disappointment before they're driven over the edge. I am too young for this. I should be enjoying life, not hating it. My friends have suggested I take boxing classes or buy a punching bag, I don't know if releasing anger in such a physical way is good for me. Though I do honestly feel like hurting someone most of the time. What is wrong with me?
CountingtoNothing CountingtoNothing
22-25, M
Jan 6, 2013