I Never Knew This Had A Name

I've been doing this my whole life. I've never told anyone about it even though I have been in therapy many times. What would I say? Who would believe me?

It's surprising so many people have this. I never would have imagined. I'm not sure I will ever be able to stop or even if I want to. My life is such a mess my fantasy life is all I really have.
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Nov 30, 2012