Monophobic

since i was 16 years old i suffered with panic attacks. i have a fear of being alone because of this and i was totally dependant on my mother. i dropped out of high school because of this. I have been married for 11 years and i am dependant on my hubby. I hate living like this and i need help.

XXSERENA XXSERENA
31-35
1 Response Feb 20, 2009

I don't know if you are still a part of this site, but I am the same way, I have been this way for as long as I can remember. I find myself dependent on friends, roommates, and significant others too now since I went to college, but when I was younger it was my parents....the older I get it seems anyone will do, as long as I am not the only person around...I just need another person within earshot or eyesight...It would be nice to have someone I can talk to that is around my age...hope everything is going well with you.