I Don't Want To Be Here Anymore

my mom is crying because she thinks that because i hate myself shes a bad parent. she thinks if she knew the **** i got from kids when i was little she could’ve done something about it but didn’t. whatever. it’s too late now, i’m 18 not 9 and you can’t stick up for me anymore. but i sit over here still, to this day, at age 18, with people my age bashing on me for what i do/what i look like/my interests/etc. im sick of it/ i just dont want to deal with it anymore. no one has a positive outlook on me and all i ever get from anyone i ever meet is a negative remark, or i hear that they think im stupid. im just done. really thinking about some things and i don’t think this is going to end well. i don;t think i’m ever going to be a likeable person which is going to be hard for me to find a job,and other stuff. im just done with myself. i’m worn out. i think it’s time to just end this ****. i want to kill myself.
emercakee emercakee
18-21
1 Response Sep 11, 2012

im sorry bout what youre going to girl but irll get better! maybe not today or tonight or tommorow but one day it will and itll be worth it.