I Feel Bad That I Can't Provide For My Family

I want to go back to work. I want to help pay the bills for my family because two incomes is better than one in this economy. I can't go back to work until I feel better, but I don't know when that will be. I can barely function day to day. If I get out of bed, I have to find a safe and quiet, non-stimulating place to be. Luckily, I love the library, but this has gone much too long!
luckycharm717 luckycharm717
31-35, F
2 Responses Dec 7, 2012

Yes, I'm seeing two people. Looking for a third. I'm on five different meds and its been four months. I've battled depression in the past, but then I found true happiness. Because of that I think this is the worst I've ever experienced. I would love to say it's all my thyroid, but the TSH numbers say that it's normal at the moment. I just feel so much despair over it.

Have you sought help? a therapist? medication? how long has this been happening?