Restless Night

To make a long story short my father abused me and my brothers. In a silent room I swear I hear his screams and my siblings cries. I can't be in silence, I need sound I need to know its not him he isn't there. At night I can't sleep I'm restless. I'm so use to having my mother come crying hiding in my room from my father saying one day we'll be free from him. I'd hold her and say "Mom its gonna be okay," she'd just cry harder especially when my father would shout for her. My dreams are filled with screams and terror of what happened. I wonder if anyone can see this pain in me. I guess you could say I'm getting better the dreams still haunt me the night gets darker each time but at least I wake up to a new day every time.
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3 Responses Jan 6, 2013

I understand how you feel, if you ever need someone to talk to you me :)

I'm trying to be on here more like I used to so just message me whenever you wanna talk about anything.

I'm so sorry you went through that I know what you mean I feel the same way in the sic elce I won't through abuse also

I'm so sorry you went through this I know what you mean I feel the same way in the silence I went through abuse too

I'm so sorry

You surw

I hope all goes well