I smoked weed with my new friend. I had this mental breakdown... you know, these thoughts were the truth. its a terrible process... i even feel sick... its turmoil. ny thoughts are my pain. I drank first then got high... weed made me see the truth. about who I am. Holy ****! I am insecure in a very terrible way. My anxiety is intense. My denial is too much. So much denial. So much turmoil...
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Aug 16, 2014