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It's true, i'm not looking for sympathy. everyday i wake up haunted by the past and what happend 5 years ago... I try everything, therapy, staying awake so i don'thave the same nightmare again tonight but i end up exhausted, cutting the people who remind meof it off, avoiding the area where it happened... My life is a living hell and everynight when i sleep, i'm right baack there! i try everything to escape, i beg for help, i scream, i cry... there's no escape and the worse thing is no-one knows what happened. i can't talk about it, i feel sick thinking about it.... my stomache actualy hurts right now.... A couple of hours and i'll be back there, he's waiting! i know it...
lilAriana lilAriana
22-25, F
May 25, 2012