wrote a very thorough, detailed, heartfelt, and painful suicide note tonight. it felt really, really good, actually. a huge relief. I've been considering suicide for a long while now, and if I do it in the future, the note is now written and ready for my loved ones, so they will at least have something to help them understand. it feels like a relief, honestly.
maygirl502 maygirl502
36-40, F
1 Response Aug 25, 2014

Yes, it is a relief. I wrote notes and did some recordings. But when reading and listening to them afterwards I realise there would always be something else I could include to make it better.
You should revise that note.