Not RealityMarch 31st of this year mother was dx with something that seems to be very foreign to my ears to this day...kidneycancer mets. lungs (RCC). Everyday, It feels like I just found out, and my heart ache every moment I think about it. I think to myself all the time like huh...this isn't reality...it cant be. This beautiful woman I call my mother who has a heart of gold, smile that lights up a room, a laugh that makes you laugh, a woman who would do anything for anyone, and a woman who has taken care of everyone is fighting for her life. She was one who stayed well and never liked to take medication. I think at this moment I am really upset about this, so I am going to stop typing.