I Survived Christmas 2011
Throughout all the fights and heartbreak........I made it.
2011 is a curse. It's right up there with 2006 as the worst year of my life :(
January had started fine.....perfectly normal for me. But things got worse by early February. Well, by worse, I mean I accepted it. I won't mention it here ('cause it's a different story), but the walls I used to protect my emotions had crumbled. Someone had snuck in and destroyed it. That left me vulnerable for the rest of the year.
Next thing I know, relatives are making stupid decisions and dragging me into the middle of all the chaos, breaking my heart and angering me further. College doesn't help to soothe things either. The stress from all the work has me tearing out my hair and ready to clobber the first person who looks at me funny.........
Then, by the end of the year...........something crosses my mind. And a decision must be made.........whether or not it's to preserve my sanity, I'm not so sure anymore, but one thing is certain: I won't learn anything by sticking around here. My brain won't learn and neither will my heart. Something must be done......but I'll have to be careful, and plan my actions accordingly.
2011 is a curse. It's right up there with 2006 as the worst year of my life :(
January had started fine.....perfectly normal for me. But things got worse by early February. Well, by worse, I mean I accepted it. I won't mention it here ('cause it's a different story), but the walls I used to protect my emotions had crumbled. Someone had snuck in and destroyed it. That left me vulnerable for the rest of the year.
Next thing I know, relatives are making stupid decisions and dragging me into the middle of all the chaos, breaking my heart and angering me further. College doesn't help to soothe things either. The stress from all the work has me tearing out my hair and ready to clobber the first person who looks at me funny.........
Then, by the end of the year...........something crosses my mind. And a decision must be made.........whether or not it's to preserve my sanity, I'm not so sure anymore, but one thing is certain: I won't learn anything by sticking around here. My brain won't learn and neither will my heart. Something must be done......but I'll have to be careful, and plan my actions accordingly.
By:
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Age:
26-30
