Still Bleeding

Every time I hear certain songs, every time I see certain shows, name it.  Any time I notice any of those things we had in common I hurt a bit...or a lot...

Even though I had to do it, my heart shattered when I broke up with him.  I broke us both to give us both a chance at survival.  Together we could never have made I made the hard choice.  I chose life for us both.

But it hurts.

I'm still bleeding.
Plaid Plaid
31-35, F
3 Responses Aug 12, 2011

This sounds so similar to what I am going through right now. To help I started a blog to talk about my day-to-day healing

I too feel your pain. It's been almost 3 years for me and I still feel the pain. He moved on and got partnered a month after our break up (we were together for 6 years) and cut me out of his life completely. You are not alone. I know that doesn't help....I wish for you that the pain goes away sooner than later.....

I feel you, its so painful when you hear a song you associated with your partner.