Barely, I Guess...

Between junior high being a living hell, and between the extreme lonliness and depression I often felt in high school, its a wonder I made it through. There were many many times when I thought I was ready to do something irrational and likely deadly... But didn't.

I dunno. Maybe I chickened out. Or maybe, just maybe, those few who actually DID care for me in highschool were enough to keep me from doing the deed. I'm glad I didn't though.

I wouldn't be where I am if I had. I wouldn't have kiddo. I wouldn't have my fiance. I wouldn't have my kitty. I wouldn't have my dog.  

iFortiTude iFortiTude
31-35
Mar 2, 2009