Its Been 6 Months
as many of you already know i joined this group almost 5 months ago and now its been 6 months since ive seen or been with my husband and its been hard and it came to the point where we didnt know wat to do anymore stay together or just end it but honest to god he was the one who fought the most to bring us where we are today...he never gave up on me ever...hes an amazin husband and ive learned so much about myself as well as him....all i know is that at the beginning i used to cry so much almost every night....but than i started to get used to being alone and just not havin anyone even though he would always call me as frequently as possible bc hearing my voice is the only thing that gave him strength to keep going in the navy....and now next friday is goin to be the first time im goin to see my baby since 6 months ago...it sounds crazy but im excited but nervous at the same time..its like im meeting the guy of my dreams for the first time...its as if that guy thats been in my dreams this whole time im finally goin to meet. its like i think ima have so many feelings all at the same time...im goin to feel shocked, excitd, in love, crying, butterflies, heart beating faster and faster...hes my world the love of my life and im probably one of the luckiest girls right now to have him in my life bc he loves me in a way no man will ever...it will all work out ladies...trust me if i did it u can too...I SURVIVED MY FIRST DEPLOYMENT!!!!!!!! thank u all love u all!!!!!