He Was The Weakest Link

You invaded my thoughts whenever the clouds cry
The world calls it Rain
After the night you violated me I changed its name
The sight and smell of it reminds me of you
The musty stench of your clothes
The rage within your eyes as I cried begging to be free
Your eyes were silent and then you struck me and I saw nothing
An Unconscious Mind
Pain-filled body
For quite a while I hated to be touched
Sex, was like a mechanical process
where the intimacy sickened me
You did not win I control me and you were forgotten
Somewhere now you are the victim
natalie343 natalie343
31-35, F
May 9, 2012