Click, Double ClickIt all began with an innocent double click on a profile, wanting to be nice to a fellow American. His reply was simple, “hello!” That first hello was followed by conversations that I have never experienced before and most likely never will again. If I were to die tomorrow I am a much happier person than I was before I met him.
All of those conversations were eventually followed with yet another set of clicks and with that I had a picture of him in front of me. There he stood in front of me and all the emotions flooded me; it was something I hadn’t expected in the beginning and at that point I still wasn’t sure if it was real. My heart was beating fast and my palms were sweaty. I felt like I was the teenager meeting the hottest guy in school and he asked me out on the spot.
Waiting and wondering… talking and fantasizing. I allowed my mind to form pictures for me about what he would look like out of that uniform. This thought consumed much of my waking hours and followed me into my dreams at night. Then one day I hear the familiar chime on my phone and there before me is a picture message from him. I open it to find the most beautiful body I have ever seen, My eyes grew wide, mouth dropped open, the space deep within me became instantly wet and began to throb with longing. I stared unashamedly at the picture-filled screen, moving in as close as I could before the photograph disappears into a mass of colored pixels. Here he was, the man I loved in all his masculine glory. Now what would I do with it?
Today I have the man in my real life. Long gone are the days where a few words on the screen are all that connect us. We have voices and flesh to make our fantasies even more beautiful in reality. I close my eyes and I see him standing next to the disheveled bed that he helped me rumple earlier today. He is wearing the uniform that always makes me lose control. And of course he is smiling that boyishly cheeky grin. I picture his hand leading me toward the shower as I remove my clothes. Oh yes, sometimes reality is so much better than fantasy. And I guess you could say he had me at "hello!"
Edited 6/4/2012 to repost the original song I posted but that did not get included by the EP servers.