I Stopped Taking ThemOkay, so first i'll copy a comment i wrote on someone's story...
I had eating disorder and my therapist gave me Zyprexa, i gained 7kg, OMG... And of course that made me suicidal and stuff so she gave me Zeldox, idk why, i've read my diagnosis and she wrote i had limit on the scale of schizophrenia, but she never really mentioned that.
I never had any hallucinations, but she put me on zeldox, and it gave me a lot of trouble. I stopped taking them by myself, coz i was on the lowest ones and few weeks after i started to see things that obviously weren't there, but it passed slowly, i'm ok now, it's just it gave me a lot of trouble with sleeping. Any time i forgot to take Zeldox i couldn't sleep, so it drives me crazy now that i completely stopped.
I really miss my pills...I overdosed with Zeldox 3 times, last time i was hospitalized and it made ma calm a bit. I've been okay for 4 months, but i feel like it's all coming back to me, and i'm pretty scared. I somehow made my mom to buy me Helex(antidepressant) but she won't let me take them. She says i'm okay and only when it comes to crises she'll give me one. And i can't sleep. She yells at me all the time because of that, and i spend every night just staring at the celling. She says it's coz i don't really wanna sleep. :S
cocoharoche 22-25, F 6 Responses 0 May 31, 2011