Harmless Feelings Or Fixation...

I’m not entirely sure why, but I have always felt comfort in having something of the important guy in my life; even more so if that something means a lot to him. I suppose it makes me feel closer to them because I have a part of them with me, just like it would if you had something of someone who had passed away. In a way, it kind of also makes me feel protected. Their accessories are also used in order to subconsciously remind me that my heart belongs to them. Part of me thinks I’m acting a bit over obsessive by doing it, but at the same time I feel like I’m just being cute because I like to have a memory of the guy I really care for with me at all times. Because I am anxious as to how men think of me, I get the idea they would think it’s too weird, but at the same time I have a feeling the guy I currently admire would think it was sweet. I had stolen a bracelet of his for those reasons but after a few days he told me I could keep it because I think he could see how much it meant to me, so I guess it’s okay.  
 

Vikz4913 Vikz4913
26-30, F
1 Response Jul 18, 2010

IF YOU HAVE TO STEAL SOMETHING IT SHOULD BE THE GUY'S HEART, AND NOT ANY MATERIAL BELONGINGS, FOR INSTANCE I HAVE SO MANY OF THE UNDERGARMENTS BELONGING TO SO MANY EX GIRLFRIENDS I HAD , BUT THAT DOESTN'T REMIND ME OF THEM.