Since moving in with people who actually seem to care about my existence, I have been getting help. The final verdict is that I'm Type 2 Bipolar, anxious, and clinically depressed so I've been getting medication and it is like this horrible fog has been lifted. I still feel down a lot and occasionally get very scarily happy but I feel more evened out and I don't think about dying as much. It helps that I don't live with my mother anymore as well.
The battle is far from over but for once it feels like something I could win.
JustLazyLittleMe JustLazyLittleMe
18-21, F
1 Response Jan 3, 2015

This is great news.
Congratulations and wishes a good new life for you dear.