Past Life.From meditating I saw a short scene of my past life. Here is the scene:
I(or a wolf that looked like me)was standing over a sleek black wolf with her head up and howled her sorrow.
That's all I saw. I..... I think that wolf might have been my mother.... There after I saw another vision: My mother was licking me and a wolf(female) beside me while we suckled. It was peaceful. Then my mother gave us our names. My sister,with oak colored fur,was deemed Arabia. And I,golden brown fur,deemed Akani. Then the rest was revealed: While Arabia and I were playing with each other outside the den, my mother was watching us. Then there was a sound if paw steps coming our way. Instantly my mother got up and Arabia quit playing with me. We both looked up at the invaders. One was black with yellow eyes. The other brown and grey. The black wolf stepped forward,challenging my mother. She didn't back down. When I stepped forward my mother barked at me to go to the den. I had no choice. Arabia and I went into the den. My mother fought her hardest, but she was no match for these loners. With her last breath she told us to protect one another. I was only 2 when she died. Years later when I was 4 I had stuck with my sister Arabia and we lived in the den we grew up in. We were going hunting when we smelt an acrid stench of man. We stopped dead in our tracks. Two men came up carrying guns. One had a smirk on his face and he pointed the gun at Arabia, he shot. She fell... He then pointed it at me. I wasn't paying attention I was focused on my sister. Then he fired. I fell as well. My sister drew her last breath the same time I did. When I awoke I was in the sky. I saw other animals around me,but I could see right through them. A silver~white she wolf with light blue eyes walked up to me and said,“ Hello Akani. This is the Spirit realm where the spirits of animals rest in peace.“ I stared gaping at her. She continued,“ I know this seems strange to you,but you'll get used to it.. You'll find yourself alive again,but not in the way you would expect.“ she hesitated then said,“ Akani,when the time is right you will know.“ But alas, the story isn't over..... I awoke with a start. I saw my sister laying beside me, as still as stone. I got up and gently nudged her. Then I heard a rustle of leaves,instantly I flattened my ears and snarled at the intruders. There were four wolves,3 male,one female. The leader, a black male with dark, dark blue eyes, came up and signaled the 3 other wolves to form a circle. The other male,fret brown with dark green eyes stepper toward Arabia, in a flash I rushed over to her and stood over her defensively. I growled. Still,the wolves held their ground. Until a call from an Indian sent them back. Beside the Indian stood a young male wolf(4 or 5)who had his yellow eyes fixed on Arabia. He was silver like the Moonlight. The Indian gave me a bone and I took it. He then motioned for us to come. I followed,I helped Arabia over the hill we were climbing. We then entered an Indian camp. A brown wolf with blue eyes walked up to me and wagged his tail. In response, I wagged my tail and gave him the bone. He walked alongside me as we entered the camp. He stopped then called out and a young Indian woman came. She stared,wide eyed , at me. She knelt down to touch me and I snapped out at her, catching nothing but air. The male Indian laughed and said something to the girl. She started calling me Ji. And our bond grew strong. Soon I learned her name, Sharia. Arabia was watched by the Indian who saved us from the 4 wolves, who's name was Rashi. Arabia often stayed close to the silver male,who's name was Ki,I think. The Indians called Arabia Oakshe. The brown wolf,Jay as the Indians called him, grew closer to me. And that was my first life. I am Akani.
Goldpaw 13-15 13 Responses 4 Feb 15, 2013