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I Take Pride Of Being A Wolf

Past Life.

By: Goldpaw
Written on February 15th, 2013
By: Goldpaw
Age: 13-15
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    blackwolfcreek

    Hello, my name is Creek. I've had 'dreams' of past experiences having to do with my mate and pups. I've had the same visions over and over almost every night for about two years now. It always starts out with my mate, Shade, and I waking up. Shade was a greyish wolf with a white/light grey underbelly. I was a black wolf with a russet underbelly and russet streaks. Our two pups, Konan (black with golden eyes and a grey underbelly) and Shihara (grey with white streaks and underbelly) would sit in our den, which I believe was somewhere up north due to the cold and long winters and short chilly summers. I would go out and hunt while Shade looked after our own with the rest of the pack. I remember getting ready to bolt for a deer so I could wear it down but then something loud. A bang and then there was a sharp pain in my front right leg. I paniced, racing as fast as I could to hide. I remember falling, tripping over my leg. I lay in a bush waiting for him to leave. Next thing I know, I'm waking up in the same spot. The sun is nearly down and I don't hear a single thing. I slowly and quietly made my way back to my den and stumble in. That's the first memory I had of my past life. I don't know why but I've been on a mission, searching for my pack and family.

    Apr 21
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      IambrOaken

      I wish you luck. :)

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      blackwolfcreek

      Thank you so much. If you come across anyone with those names, please message me? (: I'd appreciate it so very much

      Apr 21
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      IambrOaken

      I don't think I do know anyone by those names but at any time that you think I might could help you with anything feel free to send me a pm. :)

      Apr 21
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      blackwolfcreek

      I appreciate that so much. Thank you, Oak! (:

      Apr 21
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      IambrOaken

      No problem. ^-^

      Apr 21
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    IambrOaken

    So do you think thats why im so attached to the name oak? and Ive dreamed of a silver wolf before but all i can see is a silver head and deep eyes. i cant remember the color of the eyes but i remember that in the dream its all i can see. it only lasts for a moment before i dream of the shooting and our birth again...

    Feb 19
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      Goldpaw

      Yes. I hope that silver wolf and Jay are resting in peace.

      Feb 19
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      IambrOaken

      we'll talk about it tomorrow gold i need to think about it more.

      Feb 19
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    Werewolf01

    Interesting, I know I was an evil wolf back then. Possibly me?

    Feb 17
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      Goldpaw

      Which wolf would you think you were?

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      Werewolf01

      I know I was evil. I killed many.

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    ShiroTheArticWolf

    Did you see a artic wolf with yellow eyes like the one in the picture. With a gray wolf that had brown eyes.The gray wolf had burned fur. I just had a flashback of an indian village. And there were a lot of wolves there.

    Feb 17
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      Goldpaw

      No, I didn't.

      Feb 17
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    Shadowscar

    Cool, figured out who your mom is?

    Feb 17
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      Goldpaw

      Nope.

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    ShiroTheArticWolf

    Wait... i saw that silver wolf with yellow eyes somewhere... Did he... gah... too much flashbacks. Blood dripping from fangs... A black wolf... One blue eye...
    Silver fur soaked with blood...A sentence.. ."We're friends,right?... Anger... Taste of blood... Pain... Growls... Death... Blured vision... Someone screams my name...

    Feb 17
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      ShiroTheArticWolf

      Heat from fire... Human screams... Wolf howls...

      Feb 17
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      ShiroTheArticWolf

      No... He cant... He couldnt.... I feel the anger taking over... I see the black wolf... coming closer... sharp pain... my neck... taste of the wolf's blood... a howl... a silver wolf appears...he leaps at the wolf... blacking out...

      Too much flashbacks. it really hurts

      Feb 17
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      Goldpaw

      That's a bad flashback.

      Feb 17
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      LostBlanca

      It sure is... 😕

      Feb 17
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      ShiroTheArticWolf

      I dont know what happened after i blacked out. I only that black wolf killed everybody i cared about.

      Feb 19
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    LostBlanca

    A black wolf with yellow eyes? I'm not sure if it is, but I think that could be Caius. (My dark wolf.) I don't recognize the other loner.

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      Goldpaw

      Yes.

      Feb 17
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      LostBlanca

      It is him?

      Feb 17
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      Goldpaw

      I don't know. But two things: 1: Ask yourself, were you alive in those days. 2: If it was him, you'd better hope he's dead.

      Feb 17
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      LostBlanca

      Maybe. I don't know if he's dead or not. I have a feeling that Caius and Blanca were brothers... I've been hoping that he's dead. In fact, I don't know anything much about Caius' whereabouts unlike Blanca's.

      Feb 17
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      Goldpaw

      If he's alive tell him Akani is going after him.

      Feb 17
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    littlewolf1

    wow, it's great you know you're past life!

    Feb 17
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      Goldpaw

      Not always. It's filled me with sorrow to think about my wolf parents.... But this isn't the end of my story... There's still more.

      Feb 17
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    TheForgottenWolf

    Akani??

    Feb 16
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      Goldpaw

      Yes, what about my birth name?

      Feb 16
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      TheForgottenWolf

      It's close to the word akahi, Akani and akahi only 1 letter difference

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      Goldpaw

      Is that all you wished to tell me?

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      Shadowscar

      Apperently.

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      TheForgottenWolf

      Weird

      Feb 19
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      Shadowscar

      Let it go akahi -_-. Wow her name is one letter from you means shes idk copying you O.O. Not -_-.

      Feb 19
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      TheForgottenWolf

      Yeah uh uh ......... -_-

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    TheForgottenWolf

    AkNi??

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    theoabern0741

    Hi, meditation is really effective, isnt it? At first, I didnt believe this kind of thing, but after what happened last year, I changed. After I visited a certain place, few things gradually revealed thru dreams, same dream. Its like I was awakened, and now there so many questions in my mind about this past life. In my case, I was a human being and what made it weird is my friend was there, too. And, there was an old woman and I called her "Nana". Thats it. Ive never done any meditation; however, I'd like to try it one day. I find hard to do it because I cant concentrate. Im happy for you coz you found yours. Very interesting..^^

    Feb 16
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      Goldpaw

      Yes,it is. Well some peoples past lives are worse than others.

      Feb 16
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      theoabern0741

      I thought so.. with all these things going on, life is indeed a mystery... but what matters most is the present, and must live our life well.. I believe in time, everything will be answered..

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    ShiroTheArticWolf

    Hm.... the name arabia sounds familiar. And also does yours. No. Is it? Are those wolves i saw you guys? When i was abou 1 1/2. Me and my companion saw 2 dead wolves shot. He picked up both bodies and buried them. Then i heard a shot. Heamwhahio was shot. The shot was intended for me. There were 2 hunters. One started reloading while the other pointed his gun at me. He shot and i dodged and ran for him. I jumped to him and bit his throat while knocking him down. I killed him but the other shot me in my right back leg. I still was able to run for him but he stabbed me with his knife. I fell to the ground. He pointed is gun at me and i jumped biting his arm. He grabbed his knife again but before he could stab me Heamwhahio shot him. Saving my life. I fainted from the blood loss and when i woke up i was back at his cave. Laying on his bed with herbs all over my wounds. It's still a bit blurry. I cant remember the appearences of the 2 wolves clearly.

    Feb 16
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      Goldpaw

      Wow. But I'm still looking for my sister. And how my father was killed.

      Feb 16
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      ShiroTheArticWolf

      Maybe your father died before you were born. Im also looking for my friends from my past life.

      Feb 16
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      Goldpaw

      Yes, he did. But I want to know how. I think insufferable humans killed him.

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      ShiroTheArticWolf

      Humans killed on of mine.. he was still a pup. i've updated my story turns out the bear didnt kill me.

      Feb 16
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      Goldpaw

      That's sad. Looking to see your past life is just a burden for me.

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      ShiroTheArticWolf

      And they killed another who was the mate of my best friend. They even killed humans who helped us im some way.

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      Goldpaw

      They're the monsters. Not us.

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      ShiroTheArticWolf

      Hunters are. I found some that were angels. Saving my life and my pack. One even sacrificed herself to save one of my pack. And she was a single mother with 3 kids.

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      IambrOaken

      wow...

      Feb 16
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      Goldpaw

      Yeah. Oak meet Wanderingwolf. Wanderingwolf meet my sister,Oak(Arabia).

      Feb 16
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      ShiroTheArticWolf

      cool. im Shiro btw. thats my wolf name. nice to meet you oak.

      Feb 16
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      IambrOaken

      Nice to meet you too. this is a lot to take in.

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      Goldpaw

      I know Oak, I know.

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      ShiroTheArticWolf

      yeah tell me about it.

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      IambrOaken

      im going to start babysitting to save money to get a better phone and we can talk easier.

      Feb 16
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      Goldpaw

      Babysitting.... Ugh. But for some reason I think little human babies are cute. They're not when they grow up to be Hunters though :/

      Feb 16
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      IambrOaken

      yeah but another thing good about it is todays babies raised or taught right will understand care and protect us. so im helping things if anything.

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      ShiroTheArticWolf

      They always stare at me and pull my fur. I think they see how we realky look like.

      Feb 16
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      Goldpaw

      That's true. Just don't bite 'em if they grab your tail. XD

      Feb 16
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      ShiroTheArticWolf

      I only bite hunters or someone thats threatens me or my pack.

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      ShiroTheArticWolf

      *gasp* i just remembered. i was once helped by 2 female wolves... i was starving to death... and they offered some meat. i stayed with them for a while. one day i went hunting to repay them... and when i got there they were dead. both with gunshots. i still felt the scent of the hunters . i went there and killed one from behind. the other saw me and took out his knife. we said something about me killing his friends so he killed mine... he then threw the knife at me hitting me in the left shoulder. then he made the mistake of reaching for his gun which was unloaded. the fear in his eyes when he saw that the gun didnt have any bullets. i jumped and bit his neck hard. crushing his bones. i then howled of victory and went back to the den . there i took the knife out of my left shoulder. the blood rushed out of the open wound. i just rested for a day eating the rabbit i hunted. then i howled for the dead wolves i kept on my journey.

      Feb 16
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      Goldpaw

      Was...was that us Oak? Wow,I think that was. But this isn't the whole story. Some of it's still missing....

      Feb 16
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      ShiroTheArticWolf

      i went hunting... i wasnt there... and there are still blanks. All i know is that it was before i met kuro ( the black female wolf i fell in love with). And i had wounds from a fight with a alpha from a pack ( maybe the one that killed your mother...) all i know is that i would've died if i didnt find those female wolves ( probably you and oak)

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      Goldpaw

      Well I guess.... Oh I don't know.

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      ShiroTheArticWolf

      my fur as partially blood red because of the bleeding. And i had cuts all over.

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      ShiroTheArticWolf

      one was black the other was brownish gray.

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      ShiroTheArticWolf

      the females had your fur coulors. one was a oak like brown... the other had a kinda goldish fur. they were both about 4... and they lived alone in a den.

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      Goldpaw

      Mmmhm. The golden one was me,the oak one was Oak. At least that Indian helped you. I respect Indians because they live peacefully and connect ith the balance of Nature,unlike people today.

      Feb 16
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      ShiroTheArticWolf

      Not only he rescued me 3 times he rescued another wolf. Me and that wolf became great friends. His name was Jyce (moon translated). Both me and him lost our mates. Though he didnt get to know mine. That bear i fought was before i met him. His mate i met and she became a member of our stray pack. She died protecting the womans kids from hunters.

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      Goldpaw

      That's tragic.

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      ShiroTheArticWolf

      It's sad but we had our happy moments. I still havent found out anything close yo the full life i lived.

      Feb 16
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      Goldpaw

      Happy moments should be cherished, no matter how short they sre.

      Feb 16
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    ShiroTheArticWolf

    Just keep on meditating and you'll know more and more. It'll also become easier and longer.

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      Goldpaw

      *whines* after seeing that,I don't think I can try again. If that was my mother and father.... I just can't bear to have that on my mind. Though I want to learn about what happened.... Is it crazy that I see brief flashes of my past life after meditating?

      Feb 15
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      ShiroTheArticWolf

      No it's normal i get them to. Also you might feel the pain you were in. That fight with the bear really hurt. It felt like all my bones were being broken. So if you want to go deeper you might want to get ready for that.

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      Goldpaw

      Okay. Thanks. But I've found another piece of the puzzle.... One I didn't see coming.

      Feb 15
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