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I'M Afraid Of Being Bullied Again

By: Jason619
Written on February 3rd, 2013
I recently tried giving up on cross dressing for i was afraid of being caught by some one and they and others will start physically and verbally start bulling me again. I had only on dress that I wore that I sneaked out of my old aunts room. It was a black top and a frilly black skirt plus a bra a thong and 3 bikini bottoms ( in order to hide my penis ). I started cding when I was 10 for I was called ugly and always saw girls dressed up so beautifully so I started and I felt pretty beautiful and like I was someone else and was totally comfortable but I'm straight. I keep getting urges but I'm afraid. I don't know what to do. I'm 17
By: Jason619
Age: 18-21 , Male
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    DC62
    DC62

    A lot of cross dressing starts early in a number of young boys they grow out of the idea they copy their mothers or sister but at your age, you still have the cravings to dress its OK. Lots of cross-dressers are straight, I know quite a few, some have been my boyfriends and ask that I help them dress and buy clothes. Its not what people think its all about you. You can be a closet cross-dresser it saves a lot of embarrassment and bullying. Wearing a dress does not make you Gay and you need not tell anyone.

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    tomnev315
    tomnev315

    if you like cross dressing you should do it dont worrie about other people its your life

    Feb 3
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    PHSensei
    PHSensei

    That's a rough spot to be in, I remember being told I was ugly too. And like you I found myself in women's clothing which seemed to help me feel better about myself.

    Kids can be very cruel so it isn't a bad idea to keep things hidden. But you are nearly out of high school. You can look forward to finding a place of your own in the coming years and exporting your needs / desires to dress behind locked doors.

    For me the desire and need to dress never goes away. It may be dormant for a while but it always comes back.

    Feb 3
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    JacquieTG
    JacquieTG

    Life is full of choices and you are faced with a very difficult one. Do you stay in the closet or open up to others? Unfortunately that's a choice only you can make. Only you know the dynamics of your life. The good news is that you don't have to be in a rush to make the choice. Take your time and if the situation presents its self slowly take someone you trust into your confidence. Feel them out first and see what their feelings and opinions are before exposing yourself. Should you get a favourable response then take it to the next level. Just remember you can't put the toothpaste back in the tube.

    Feb 3
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      Jason619
      Jason619

      The problem is that I don't have many friends and I'm afraid of losing the ones I do have it took a decade to make these friends. My family doesn't know either. They once found a dress in the room. They thought I might be gay and yelled at me grounded me. I was nearly killed three times due to bullying so im afraid of telling anyone. And in a year I'm off to college and I don't know how I would be able to deal with urges

      Feb 3
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    Melodie13
    Melodie13

    Start hanging out with girls only. You are more girl then boy so accept it. Let the girls know you saw a dress you liked or want to wear skirts when with them. Girls are more accepting then boys.

    Feb 3
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      The problem is that I don't have many friends and I'm afraid of losing the ones I do have it took a decade to make these friends. My family doesn't know either. They once found a dress in the room. They thought I might be gay and yelled at me grounded me. I was nearly killed three times due to bullying so im afraid of telling anyone. And in a year I'm off to college and I don't know how I would be able to deal with urges.

      Feb 3
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