All my real life friends all have their own lives to live than to wanna talk to me. They've all grown up and left me behind. They all have kids to raise, drugs to smoke and alcohol to consume. I'm not like them, that's why I'm alone. I talk to myself daily. Random stuff. Helps me think. I feel I've always been alot more intelligent than they all were. I'm the opposite of them. They have unwanted children and a bad life choice. They all admitted this to me at one point or another. That was before they left me. I didn't judge them but they left me anyway.