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I Talk to Myself

I'm My Only Friend In Real Life.

By: roxrockman
Written on January 8th, 2012
All my real life friends all have their own lives to live than to wanna talk to me. They've all grown up and left me behind. They all have kids to raise, drugs to smoke and alcohol to consume. I'm not like them, that's why I'm alone. I talk to myself daily. Random stuff. Helps me think. I feel I've always been alot more intelligent than they all were. I'm the opposite of them. They have unwanted children and a bad life choice. They all admitted this to me at one point or another. That was before they left me. I didn't judge them but they left me anyway.
By: roxrockman
Age: 26-30 , Female
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  • VtHobo
    VtHobo

    Well its good to see I'm not along in this anyways.lol. my best friend,and really only friend, moved to florida 10 yrs ago. We talk on the phone a few times a month,but. Its not the same.

    I'm married,but its not the same thing. She is a great friend but I can't really talk like I could with my friend. Oh well,I'll be my own best friend.

    Apr 24, 2012
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  • ching2012
    ching2012

    Exactly the same thing that happened to me.

    They all have unwanted babies and miserable lives.

    I still stick with them and try to always be there when they are in need.

    They made wrong choices and failed to pursue in their dreams.

    Now one of my best friend was back stabbing me because she envy me for what Ive accomplished.

    Telling the whole world my life stories and mistakes.

    My point is ..its better they left you than they were there but to break you.

    I ask my self in shower if I must hate her co'z I really love her.

    Then my self told me. Hate her! And I did. ^^ though my heart gets in the way.

    Feb 16, 2012
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  • BellaFairy
    BellaFairy

    My dear, I know exactly how you feel. This happened to me in college and boy did I feel so alone, but hey, just remember it is their lost. Focus on yourself. What do you enjoy doing? What hobbies make you happy? Do you like to travel or create new things? Replace your thought of old friend and concentrate your energies towards the things you really enjoy doing. Once you notice, you will be living your life to the fullest. Besides, talking to oneself probably looking at the mirror or just walking around the house, can be quite therapeutic from time to time. Hugs!



    Bellafairy

    Jan 8, 2012
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    • roxrockman
      roxrockman

      Thanks! Good to know I'm not alone. :)

      Jan 8, 2012
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