What The Heck Am I Doing?

"What the heck am I doing?" That's a common question I ask myself. It's like I get an idea in my head and I run with it and sometimes, somewhere along the path to fulfillment, I have to stop and question myself. It's as if I'm so used to the unexpected failure that I've been programmed to give myself a heads up. In retrospect, perhaps I should think things out a little more before moving forwards. Then, I would be talking to myself by saying things like, "This is AWESOME!" and "I have done it!" and "I swear I will love her forever."
I can only imagine the number of the times I've said, "What WAS I thinking?"
Maybe I like talking to myself. I'm doing it as I write this. Or am I just thinking out loud?
Doggonnit Doggonnit
41-45, M
Sep 4, 2012