Talk a Lot to Myself

i talk a lot to myself but honestly, i probably sound like a character from a samuel beckett play or story - i just ramble on, repeat myself, quote extensively from poems and prose i have memorized (i've got a near-photographic memory) and kind of give imaginary talks to an imaginary audience. 

part of it is that i'm always thinking and the thoughts come out somehow - i end up talking to myself UNLESS i'm in the company of people i DON'T want to talk to or else i am actually talking to someone (which i wish happened more often i'm pretty lonely.)

i also fill up notebook after notebook with writing - it all makes sense to some degree but it's usually pretty rambling. 

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Feb 28, 2009