So Many Lies...
I lie about small things... I lie about slightly bigger things. I just constant lie though about everything. I hate the fact that I do it but I honestly can't help it. Sometimes I just lie without even realizing. No one ever realizes I'm lying so I just keep doing it.
Someone asks if I'm fine and I say yes even though I know I'm not. My mum asks if I did something and I say yes even if I didn't.. and then I try and do it if I can before she notices. Or sometimes I just lie about something so I don't seem like an idiot.
I don't want to be a big disappointment though. When I do tell the truth sometimes it can get me in a lot of trouble... and I just feel like I've ruined absolutely everything. I know I would probably get in more trouble if I someone found out I was lying but I just hate getting into trouble and I want to avoid it.
I do try to tell the truth sometimes but other times... I can't.