Last One To Realize

Let me tell you about myself. I am smart, attractive, sweet, and I have a decent body. I am not Angelina Jolie but men have found me attractive. Here is what people don't see. I have incredibly low-self esteem, self confidence. I have always had this problem of not feeling confident in what I do and what I say. I am also not very street smart and extremely forgetful.

My low self-confidence got me married to man that was a total loser. I think my friends and family thought to themselves when they met him "Why is SHE marrying HIM!" No one said it to me but I think everyone thought it.

Now two years later, I am getting divorced. I feel like a complete fool. Everyone around me was waiting for it to happen and I was the last one to realize. So now I guess I feel like a loser for marrying a loser.
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Dec 2, 2012